about my music taste ♡

i often use music as a way to process my emotions or struggles, so currently fangs and harajuku girl are very very dear to me. ♡

i like to think harajuku girl is my gender identity being ultra fem and cute, but also impulsively 'needing' a male to take care of me.

however, fangs i like to think is my mental state. im grieving the fact i will never feel like myself (so i feel as if the real me has died) and how the same thoughts of a male i yearn for terrify me because i dont like men.